s.o.u.l way

Ever felt like vanishing from all there is, there was? To sink deeper and deeper into nothingness, to lose meaning, to forget existing, and never returning? To find a magic potion, and wander off to your own wonderland, even if that meant dealing with giant bunnies or cruel queens…

When you no longer desire to find keys to unlock doors is when the world unfolds all its mysteries in front of your very eyes. It stops spinning in respect of your mighty plans; as your soul finally tears its way back. Back to return from wherever it had hatched.

You drown. But in drowning you find a new, bright world awaiting to welcome you as you completely. lose. everything.

Oblivion_by_barnaulskyzeek

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27 thoughts on “s.o.u.l way

    • randomlyabstract says:

      Thank you! 🙂
      While describing my own journey here, I’ve come to see people who are relating to it. Didn’t exactly know what I was writing about until it was done.
      So. Is your struggle over yet? I mean, do you know the results or the answers that I still don’t have?

      • lifeconfusions says:

        I won’t say its exactly over, I don’t think it will ever be. But I think we just have to find our own ways to deal with it, after all life is a constant struggle.
        And you’ll have your answers someday, you’ll find them in places where they are least expected. Don’t worry, we’ll just have to go with the flow.
        I know its not easy, but we ought to give it a try, Don’t we? 🙂

  1. cabrogal says:

    Ever felt like vanishing from all there is, there was? To sink deeper and deeper into nothingness, to lose meaning, to forget existing, and never returning?

    That’s probably the most fundamental desire of my life.

    It’s something beyond a death wish – the craving for complete oblivion – and has a completely different quality to the suicidality that dogged so much of my life.

    The worry is that I might only get it half done. Banish the universe and leave my self stuck with nothing but itself.

  2. miss.mysterious says:

    Hey Maria ^.^
    I HAVE felt like this!It was as if you just took all those feeling and converted them to words.
    Words I couldn’t think of when I feel this way. T.T

    It is hard to believe this sometimes…
    (But in drowning you find a new, bright world awaiting to welcome you as you completely. lose. everything.]

    I remember a friend said…. I’m drowning. I told her…. You aren’t drowning you’re learning to swim!
    But I know it is very hard to swim. 😦 This comment is becoming long 😛 anyway
    I remember seeing this pic that said : We are all string paper boats in the raging ocean.
    I loved that quote!^

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