Ever felt like vanishing from all there is, there was? To sink deeper and deeper into nothingness, to lose meaning, to forget existing, and never returning? To find a magic potion, and wander off to your own wonderland, even if that meant dealing with giant bunnies or cruel queens…
When you no longer desire to find keys to unlock doors is when the world unfolds all its mysteries in front of your very eyes. It stops spinning in respect of your mighty plans; as your soul finally tears its way back. Back to return from wherever it had hatched.
You drown. But in drowning you find a new, bright world awaiting to welcome you as you completely. lose. everything.