I wish it was possible. to gain back. what I have lost. I don’t regret. everything. I only want. what I had.

When you came. I wasn’t ready. as a consequence. I have lost. a lot. since then.

Confidence. peace. writing. I saw myself, how freedom turns into. fear. a fear that you. cannot. name. tame. cannot show. cannot hide.

I saw what a void is. what it is like. to be. a mess. I saw also. that. God really is there.

I wish. I could move. I am not. a tree. but I think. I am. a tree. I know I should not. be.


16 thoughts on “

  1. I agree with writersdream9. The beauty of this piece depends on the pauses. Those full stops are placed with precision. Removing them would turn this into something totally different. Creative stuff.

  2. Maestro says:

    I am sorry. I am following you for a while but idk why i dont get your posts on my reader. I will give your blog a detailed read when i am free in the evening tomorrow. About this post i will just say…. brilliant!

  3. “I saw what a void is. what it is like. to be. a mess. I saw also. that. God really is there.”
    It’s been a while that i wanted to write about this void. Now i think you have done this better.

    Only if writing about voids could fix them somehow.

  4. Your writing is always so good Maria. This one is no exception.
    All I can say is, ‘life is not stagnant’. Neither is time. This time right now is our life, and it’s made up of our choices. I hope that makes sense.
    🙂 ❤

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