My friend texted me to say she saw me in a dream and misses me. I couldn’t help but feel awfully helpless remembering I saw you in a dream too. How I wish I could tell you.
I want you to know that it’s been immensely long but I am going strong, and yep, it’s because I crafted another challenge for myself of which already a large part has been spent but still, still your name comes up everyday in my mind, and though I’m trying, I cannot forget you enough because I heard enough means letting go.
Letting go means cutting open and slicing out a part I’ve kept so close.
It’s amazing how this is! Because there’s no real string (like a real tangible truth) binding these. These, as in, this thing in the heart and your place in the…heart? and the future that holds neither. Wow, what a thing to bear.
The only way this can really reach you is when you claim it yourself. Which is another way of saying: agar wo pooch len hum se kaho kis baat ka gham hai// tou phir kis baat ka gham hai agar wo pooch lain hum se. Oh okay, I just added this one because it wouldn’t leave me otherwise. You get the point.
I sometimes search for you amid crowds When I write again it won’t be about you.
19 thoughts on “Letting go”
This is so good, Maria! I am amazed how much I can relate with every single line! It’s so simple yet so raw. Letting go is hard! Even when you think it won’t be.. it’s tough, indeed. Undoubtedly, this one is also a masterpiece!
I love your comment, Ayesha! Thank you. I don’t know what else would be right to say but.. hearts. ❤
P.S. I hope we meet again! Like, seriously.
Me too!! We have to! It’s been years since we saw each other it’s crazy
Trueee. And I don’t want this to end on a ‘forever’ kinda thing </3
P.S. I wish we had a reunion sorts usi common room me. 😀 #sigh
Some times you dont write yours but my heart out.
It always feels good to read things like that from you.. I feel less alone in a way. In struggles.
Love you, hibs. Thank you
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Didn’t think it would be this relatable for so many.
Wishing you peace. ❤
You’ve got MAGIC *_*
Ah, this comment. Thank you ❤
Surprisingly, this touched my core nothing else recently has. Beautiful beautiful words
Thank you and thank you. So much. ❤
Read it again. You’ve got magic.
❤ thank you.
thank you, mahaah.
THANK YOU for existing you smol bean of overbrimming talent.
aw. when it comes one of those days when one needs to be thanked for existing. this was a nice comment 😉