2020, Passages


We came there holding baby Ibad in our arms, family awing together at the three-bedroom space, girls chattering about which room should now be theirs and then suddenly screaming because there are pigeons sitting inside!

“It’s okay, it’s okay, we’re not shifting today. The house will be clean when you come.” Today we were only seeing.

And then it was. We kids don’t know how but we know who did it. Baba. Baba and some workers. Baba and some electricians. Baba and some movers. Baba and some van walas. Baba and some plumber, carpenter, chokidaars. We only found the house ready. And clean.

Today we moved again, baby Ibad now seventeen, and one of us little girls married with kids of her own. The house is four-bedroom big, and we’re awing at it even more, but the feelings are not so singular anymore. There’s fear, there’s joy, there’s tiredness, there’s a thousand thoughts and jobs to do. A full rain and rainbow. Even Baba is now old but with Ibad and some men, he has handled most of it.

And then we’re handling the rest. We’re coping with the sweet change but also with the monstrous rain, no-signals, no Internet, no cable for a few more days. We’re also trying to manage the inside of the house and unlike our childhood, shifting and moving requires way more work than it looked like.

Anyhow, it’s also very spiritually moving, this whole experience. It’s shifting perspectives, memories, and making space for new beginnings. So when chaos lifts, there’s ease nearby.

 inshaAllah ❤


2 thoughts on “Moving

  1. Asalam Alaikum,

    Hope the moving went well. Saw the situation of Karachi in news, hope you are all okay. It wouldn’t have been easy, the moving, both physically and emotionally. I remember my uncles had to sell of my grandparent’s home and even though I didn’t grew up there, it was the home where we spent all our summer vacations, Eids and family holiday. After 6-7 years I visited that place, I touched the wall next to the main entrance and in a second I just broke down then and there, all the memories came flooding in. Fortunately there was no one in the street.

    Like they say every cloud has a silver lining. Now you can make new memories. Stay safe and stay blessed. 🙂

    • Walaikumassalam! Yes we’re all ok alhamdulillah. Karachi has been terrible these past few days. Hopefully the city will recover & heal soon.

      Must’ve been crushing to see that place gone. Places can hold such attachments it becomes a whole heavy process.

      Stay good you too! 🙂

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